🚨 Living Scared
Everyday Life
B and I have been together for a little over six years. We've been living together for three. At one point, I loved him. I really did. But I'm not so sure I do anymore.
I am living scared.
B has a short fuse, little patience, and a penchant for flying off the handle at the slightest of things. These are occurrences that any regular person would just take in stride and deal with in a manner that doesn't involve yelling and storming around like a toddler having a tantrum. Examples?
B has a short fuse, little patience, and a penchant for flying off the handle at the slightest of things. These are occurrences that any regular person would just take in stride and deal with in a manner that doesn't involve yelling and storming around like a toddler having a tantrum. Examples?
- If my puppy, who is five months old, bites him while playing, B swats him, yells, then throws him across the couch. When I comfort the puppy, who is obviously scared, I'm berated and told that I don't know how to discipline my dogs.
- If B is playing video games and can't do something, whether it's beat a boss/level or can't figure out where he needs to go in the fame, he gets angry and squeezes the controller really hard. He yells at the game.
- If he's walking through the apartment and knocks something off the counter or if a box falls over that's waiting to be recycled, he picks it up and slams it back where it was.